Reawoken (-.-)

A part of me was reawoken last night, & memories forcefully forgotten resurfaced. Only to remind me how much of a disturbed child I’ve become in these short 19 years of life. I guess the sad part is I have nothing too say for it. Have I really learned to simply accept it like nothing happened? I’ve begun question as what reason was I put here let only still here(for those who don’t know I have been suicidal in the pass) for that matter.
I’ve all ready come to terms with the fact that not allowed to leave any time soon. So why I still stuck with a clue as what I’m doing, it gets tiring watching people get devoured watching loved ones………………………..